1. I couldn’t decide what I wanted for breakfast. I didn’t know if I wanted a bagel at Einstein’s or a muffin at Starbucks. When I couldn’t decide and I’d passed them both, I cried. Then I went to the next Starbucks I saw. The muffin didn’t sound good once I got it and it’s still sitting in front of me.
2. Morgan is turning eight. Not today. Not even this month. But soon. When I realized I need to start planning her birthday for NEXT FREAKING MONTH I cried again.
3. I got on Twitter for two minutes and saw something someone said that was kind of snarky to someone else. Most likely a joke. But I cried. That was when I decided to stay away today. Is better.
4. I cried when I got a text message from a lovely person who I hadn’t texted with before. Even though I had intended on texting her today.
5. I cried when Liz told me it’s okay to be a hormonal mess some days and everyone has days like that. Because she’s nice to me. She’s right and she’s always nice to me, but today it made me cry.
6. My iced tea is too tea-ish. Oh I wish I was joking.
That’s it. But it’s only 1pm. I have been doing great the past two weeks. I am not depressed. I am just a BIT emotional today. I don’t want you all to feel obligated to say anything. Truly I’m okay. I’m sure I’ll be back to normal tomorrow. I just needed to write.
22 Responses to Things that have made me cry today
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Some days, being an adult is WAY over rated. Hugs!!
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Hope you’re feeling better! You know I’m only a text or phone call away if you need anything.
Emotional Days, we all have them, and it SUCKS!!!
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Issa Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 10:45 am
@AmazingGreis, I a doing a lot better today. Thanks friend.
I was just a BIT emotional yesterday, today was better so hopefully tomorrow will be better for you!
Issa Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 10:46 am
@Anonymous for today, Today is better.
Hormonal = crap. I hate hormonal days.
Tomorrow, stop at Einsteins AND get the muffin. You’ll feel much better.
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Issa Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 10:46 am
@Karen Chatters, Today I got donuts. Which always is a good thing.
Ahh. You sound like me exactly one week before I start my period. I hate to blame it on that, but it is true.
Also, mmmmm bagels.
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Umm, what we talked about today…yah.
xoxoxo
Issa Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 10:47 am
@Kari, Love you.
I got laid off today. Surprisingly, that did NOT make me cry. What did?
My BIL thanked me for posting a photo of my sis and me at the beach. She died of MS and he said, all choked up “It’s just so hard for me to remember when she could walk…” and then we were both sobbing.
My branch library is closing for good. The librarian said “Well, the other branch is just 4 miles away,” and I said “But this was the branch I grew up wiiiiiiiith” and started crying. The librarian thanked me for caring so much.
Issa Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 10:47 am
@Suebob, Oh, I’m so sorry. What a crap day. I hope today is better and that you find a new job, like yesterday.
Damned whore moans anyhow! Mine are only really bitchy a day or two every month, and even then, some months they’re bearable. However, every few months or so I have a couple of days where literally EVERYTHING is wrong/bothers me/pisses me off (as in, even my CLOTHES don’t feel “right” and all I wanna do is strip, but then I’ll be cold, wah wah wah).
I hope tomorrow’s better, love. *squishy hugs*
Anonymous for today Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 5:45 am
@Chibi Jeebs, LOVE LOVE LOVE the “whore moans”! I will have to remember this!
Chibi Jeebs Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 10:11 am
@Anonymous for today, They really are dirty, dirty whores.
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Issa Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 10:49 am
@Chibi Jeebs, Two days ago, I threw a tantrum at a chair. I rock. lol.
Those kind of days suck. That’s all. All we can do is soldier on.
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i love you. that is all.
do you know how much I love you?
xo my friend xo
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Issa Reply:
November 6th, 2009 at 10:50 am
@Domestic Extraordinaire, I love you to my friend.
I hope you are feeling better today. My thoughts are with you.
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The fact that you posted this on the 5th and I’m just now reading it makes me cry. I need a few extra hours in the day. Love you, hope the next five days were far, far better.
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