So yeah, on Monday I said, that there was no way in the world that I’d make it to BlogHer this summer. In that moment, it was the truth. The other truth? Is that I seriously wanted to go (special thank you to my friend Megan at Undomestic Diva for reminding me of this fact), but was afraid that I couldn’t, so I said no. Mostly to not get my hopes up. If I closed that door early on, I thought I could protect myself.

That’s the thing with being emotionally fragile, one tends to do this often. The, let me try and protect myself, because I don’t think I can handle anything else, protection thing.

Or maybe it’s just me who does this.

Anyway, it doesn’t really matter now, because I AM GOING TO BLOGHER THIS SUMMER!!!!! I am coming to NYC in August.  I get to go. YAY ME!!!

Because of the absolute amazing-ness of one of my best friends, I’m going to be going to BlogHer 10 this year. I am touched more than I can explain in this moment. (Trust me, more on this later.) I am still in shock and totally overwhelmed by it. But it’s true, I’ll be there this year.

So, who’s with me?

I solemnly swear that I am up to no good…oh wait, I mean I won’t bring up okay, I will try not to bring up BlogHer until July June. Dude, I’ll do the best I can.